The ex-girlfriend of HIP-HOP mogul Sean “Diddy” Combs told a court that she lived in constant fear of being beaten and had sex with male escorts for as long as four days. The 38-year-old Cassie Ventura said: “You make the wrong face . . . then I was getting hit in the face.”’
According to the r&b singer, she was a sexual beginner when she fell in love with the 55-year-old rapper after being seduced by his charm and fortune.
She claimed that in order to show her love and maintain his happiness, she consented to have numerous “freak off” sex sessions with strangers within a year. However, Ms. Ventura described to a New York court how she started to see what she referred to as “his abusive side” in Diddy. She said:
“Very controlling over my life, the things I wanted to do . . . but there’s still love there.
“Control was everything from the way I looked, what I was working on that day, who I was speaking to.
“You make the wrong face and the next thing I knew I was getting hit in the face.”
“I just felt it was all I was good for.” “I felt disgusted. Yeah.. I was humiliated, I didn’t have those words to put together at the time, how horrible I felt. I couldn’t talk to anybody.”
Cassie opens up about Diddy’s violence
When prodded, Cassie opened up saying: “He’d be violent. His look would change. I wouldn’t know what would happen.
“Best way (to describe it) is his eyes go black. The person I was in love with was no longer there.”
Just the one on one time I’d get. I did feel very close to him. As sad as it was, it was the only time I could get.
“When you really care about somebody and you’re in love with them, you don’t want to disappoint them.”
“I never wanted him to feel I judged him for it but I wanted him to know it made me feel horrible, made me feel worthless, like I didn’t have anything else to offer.”
Despite being eight-and-a-half months pregnant, Ms. Ventura testified.
She said that in 2006, at the age of 19, Combs signed her to a ten-record contract with his Bad Boy Records label.
